out of all my frienda saying theyre proud of me and bein happy for me,shes the only one who acts like i havent changed my life completely around. and out if everyone,it would have meant a lot from her. oh well. at least now i have a future making $250,000 a year. i can do better. hopefully. she can talk to exs who have cheated and beat her but not me. maybe she just hates me,i can live with that. :) itll be rough,but ive been through worse. look at me now!!
ive never been piccky about girls in the past because i was a bum. lol but now that i have a lot going for me and a promising futurw,id like to see my options. cause i have some now. i dont want a woman who drinks every night,does drugs,of any kind. weed,coke,whatevwr. id like her to at least have a job,no kids and goals for the futurw.a woman who can think for herself and not follow some bullshit. a woman who is humble and is never fake.
im doing the best i ever have in my life and i actually have a future niw.but for some reason i still feel like something is missing. sigh